Aging: the dark side
November 22, 2005
As I move into the uncharted territory of old age, I muse from time to time on what is happening to me. I’m not talking about the physical nuisances, for as the hackneyed observation goes, it sure beats the alternative. My thoughts turn more to what it all means in terms of my changing role among family, church, and friends.
One recurring thought is that the years past have given me time to do a lot of dumb things, to make a lot of mistakes. Reflecting on this really dampens my pride, and it is becoming a lot harder to be smug and self-righteous. Oh well.
On the other hand, the years have brought me great blessings, like family, friends, and material prosperity. But perhaps the greatest gift of all has been an active mind that delights in seeking God and learning how he has manifested himself in the world through the passing millennia. I’m also fascinated with the eighteenth century Age of Sail, but I rather doubt that God’s other name is Patrick O’Brian.
So, growing old brings both blessing and curse, which I concede is not a very original thought.
Maybe part pf my new role is that of family theologian and philosopher, to the dismay and perhaps the occasional benefit of children, grandchildren, and even great-grandchildren. This may even come close to the biblical definition of wisdom.
Happy is the man who finds wisdom,
And the man who gains understanding;
For her proceeds are better than the profits of silver,
And her gain than fine gold.
– Proverbs 3:11,12
Well, at least I’m happy.
Dave, who should try to avoid too much musing.
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Keep on theologizing and philosophizing, Dad! We do listen! I’ve long admired how you choose to be happy, and not let the world and all it’s ills get to you. I choose to follow in your footsteps in that manner! Hopefully I can keep it up when I reach your age!
Now can you philosophize in German so your 1st Great-Grandchild Franziska will understand? Hopefully she’ll be bilingual.